I honestly don't know how I am going to survive through this election season. My adrenaline is pounding, (can adrenaline pound? ) and I'm sure my vital signs are screaming "enough" every day it seems like there is a new Republican right wing outrage, the latest of course is the lies that the far right are slinging all over the place about medicare policy, and just the sight of paul ryan causes me duress and headaches, not to mention the election fraud that the fascists are perpetrating with regards to voter id as they go about trying to steal this election. I'm losing it with people I don't agree with on facebook over politics and gay rights, and I'm blocking people left and right (more right) and I will not of course watch the repugnanticans convention just the thought of listening to and seeing chris (I'm now up to 400pds) christie fills me with revulsion. Maybe the stage will collapse. If only I could go to sleep until the end of november. Anyway here to take the sour taste away is a newly restored photo of my mom holding my sister. Love her coat.